Colors

Go back to childhood and see that

I was yellow. full of optimism and imagination. 

I was green, full of youth and vigor. 

I was orange full of energy and enthusiasm. 

I was white full of goodness and innocence.

Flash forward to fifth grade and see that

I discovered that I am a rainbow. 

I liked GIRLS and BOYS

Skip to the next year and see that

I was blue... 

Empty of the bright colors

Filled instead with sadness and depression.

Skip two years into the future. 

Once again, I am filled with yellow

I had just seen the two pink lines centered on a white stick. 

I was green with fertility. 

I was going to be a mommy. 

Go forward three months.... 

I was now black... 

Filled with sadness...grief... unhappiness...

I was not to be a mommy....