I remember

I remember the times you forgot to tuck me in because you were so high you couldn't remember your own name.

I remember the nights i would wake up to find you gone. You wouldn't be home for days.

I remember the times I'd come home to see you scrubbing invisible dirt until your fingers bled.

I remember our door being kicked in and cops every where.

I remember you being led away in hand cuffs.

I remember losing you.

I remember waking up without you there to protect me from monsters.

I remember you were the monster.